to expect is to get hurt

To expect is to get hurt
Stay remote stay happy 

Just tell me

Just tell me what will you do with my youth and beauty
If you have no love or fulfilment to offer in return 

Ex

How to react when ex sends me our photo
When I've already shooed him for felony 

lonely

I'm not scared to be lonely
I'm already lonely with you

Love

If you can't love her
Then why marry her

Its not about Mondays anymore

It's not about Mondays anymore
It's about how quick each day passes 

There's nothing I can do

And there it goes again, my mind starts running
my heart goes sinking, and there's nothing I can do 

Focus - Me

It's amazing how when I am alone, I''m still fine
I am so content, and the focus is me - not you

Emotional solace

I never found emotional solace in his relationship
It was a farce, a kind of love devoid of concern

Ofcourse

Yes of course I embraced sadism
since all good things I had met a fatal end

Loneliness

Loneliness was my biggest weakness
But loneliness was my biggest strength too

It is not easy

Is is not easy to bare your soul
And bear the hurt again

You will remain

You will remain lonely
Till you find yourself

My soul

he kept killing me everyday
now he's searching for my soul

Pills & therapies

The pills the therapies didn't matter
Couldn't ease my ever growing pain 

Regrets encore

Too many regrets just too many
The heart feels heavy and is sinking 

Regrets

Regrets? Too many...
Yet the world is in denial 

Walk Alone

When you walk alone every day
you listen to the silence and enjoy it

I was wrong

No I was wrong, you're a boy
Not the man I'd imagined.

Tell me not

Tell me not
Just love me

Till

I won't stop writing
till i keep getting hurt